When A Day Dreamer Writes...
white face, the paper mocks
my thoughts to disgrace.
Thoughts, they fade away,
leaving behind an empty room
filled with a dying flames haze.
Feelings of appeasement try
invading my soul. Somewhere it wins,
Somewhere it loses all hope.
But when all lights go dim,
I see a world in no one's sight
pouring tales in my mind
like a old tavern's aging rye.
With a new hope of a
fiery sky, I write for
glory. I write for the
day dreamer's rising cry.
Picture Perfect.....
The work of professional photographers has always amazed me. Few days back I went to a photo exhibition in Max Muller Bhavan in Bangalore. I must admit it was my first time to a photo exhibition. The theme was Bangalore and all the photographers showcased some aspect of Bangalore. What amazed me was the fact the pictures were of the every day places we visit and I never expected these places to look so awesome. The technicalities were amazingly taken care of. The way the moonlight reflected form the stream of water in front of the house or the way the light shone in the small shop in an empty lane was taken awfully nicely. Every element in the pictures kind of gave them a shade of a mystery novel.
It’s amazing the way these photographers not only take a picture but also gives it a certain character. If one looks at them closely he will surely find a story somewhere rooted in them. I believe, to be really good photographer one should be able to be imaginative enough to cook up a story and narrate it entirely in one picture. One should be passionate enough to create a parallel universe where a tree tilting on a road is actually a demon waiting to pounce on its prey, where there is always a killer hiding in a dark alley and where sky is always sinister blue with swirls of red dragons flying all around.
A 'Legendary' Saturday...
Good weekends are hard to come across these days. I believe it should have the right combination of good music, good food and bit of awesome beer. That’s exactly what my last weekend was all about.
It started with attending a talk by Richard Stallman on GNU and Free Software Foundation. It was kind of eye-opener although I was expecting some Microsoft bashing (I hope my Avanade bosses don’t read my blogs :p). Anyways, the day got even better when we were greeted by a new band in Java City. Although not as good as their usual band listening to Floyd and Dire Straits was a nice change from the usual play list. The grand finale was in Purple Haze, Kormangala which included a good dose of beer and again awesome music.
So this was our schedule for Saturday which fueled us with enough of ‘good times’ to last at least another week of drudgery in the office.
Democracy in my town...
When anything goes wrong in the nation we immediately go about blaming these leaders for not acting “responsibly”. We completely ignore the fact that we were the one to elect them. We even ignore the fact that we have the complete right to take the mantle of the leadership if we think we are more capable to handle the situation than the existing leadership.
Its time we realize that the success of a democracy lies solely on its citizens. They are not only supposed to elect the right person but also volunteer to be the right person when there is a need. Democracy is not something which can be managed by laws. It needs to be fueled by the passion and desire of its citizens to have a secure and developed nation.
Protecting mobiles for Dummies....
It’s official now. I have been formally inducted to the hall of fame for the thickheaded.
The reason??? I just lost an ipod and a mobile in a span of three months in a busy BMTC bus. This time it happened even before the bus started to move. I wonder is it just me or the thief was a pure genius. Also I just hope it wasn’t stolen by the same thief. That might just catapult my sluggish reputation to levels never seen on earth.
Anyways a swanky new mobile and two days of visualizing the thief as one of the victims of the psycho doc in the movie ‘hostel’ has soothed the wound quite a lot. The only problem is that a crowded BMTC bus will keep on giving me the creeps for a long time now.
Looking back....
Attaining adulthood is like finally getting to know that there is nothing magical about the rainbow. The days of childhood illusions, daydreaming and innocence just vanishes away giving way to ambition, competition and lots of manipulations. Now it’s hard to find people whom one can trust. Minds have become so skeptical that there is always a lingering doubt even on the closed ones.
Even those “childhood heroes” who once brought a smile on our faces every time we see them, fade away. Circumstances just make us them or even ignore them and those who still command that respect are too few.
I sometimes miss those days when making friends was just about having a good time, when one’s favorite uncle was one who cracked the funniest jokes. When one use to be eager to return home from school to play in the locality. I miss those simple unadultrated joy we used to get by having the latest candy bar in the market. I miss those simpler days.
The Credit Card Debacle...
ME: (in a very bored tone) fine.
DAD: I wanted to talk to you about something.
ME: what is it?? (Gosh, hope it’s not about investments again!!)
DAD: I just received my credit card bill.
ME: So
DAD: There is an entry for Bharat Matrimony.com.
ME: (WHATTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#*%#$#*#^%$#%^&)
ME: That’s not me. That can’t be me.
DAD: (now in a very fatherly tone) you should have at least talked to us. You know we always support your decisions even though this is a bit too early.
ME: (agitated) aggggghhh!!!! There is nothing to talk about. There are no decisions to take. Dad!!!! I seriously have no idea about this.
DAD: Then who else would want to get married in our house.
ME: How should I know? (He did have a point)
Suddenly I realized about the online transactions for the job portals. I checked the net and it turns out that both the sites belong to the same company and they charged using the matrimonial site’s name.
On explaining this to dad he gave out a sigh of relief and said,” Well that resolves it. Anyways, now that you have a job, next time you decide to get married, kindly use your own credit card.”
Samaritan..
It’s strange, how it takes a bad spell in life to find those good Samaritans one hear only in stories. These are the people whom one tends to ignore or even make fun of in any normal day. But it’s they who come out of no where and go out of their way to help one out of any situations. In the end, in return they ask for nothing. They just go back to their daily lives leaving us awestruck and wondering, what motivated them to help out strangers like us.
It’s might not be easy to find the lessons one can learn from every bad situation. Maybe we sometimes face such situations just to be reminded that such people do exist all around us. All we need to have is some faith and hope that we can help them out during their times of need.
Life Doesn't Rhyme
so you said once.Still
you didn't expect your
tears to turn to ice.
Yes, I am the devil
shout it all around.
They will still love me back
probably with their first kiss.
Don't bother remembering those
nights, forget those days.
They have become jokes
that my friends make.
The world told you to
move on and so shall I.
You wont be alone. There
is still more to come.
Colors I Drift By…
Millions of shades,
Swirl around the sky
Like a dragon’s breath.
The clouds slowly drift by
With an air of snob,
And the sun heads for
Another world across the sea.
I sit by my window alone
And enjoy the dusk,
Who knows it might probably be,
My last sunset in this city.
Headbanger's Ball?
Enjoy!!
Economics of charity...
The crisis started the day when these financial institutions decided to be more lenient in giving loans to people belonging to the sub prime category. There was always a inherent risk of these people defaulting in their loans. So to make their skeptical investors happy they charged a few extra percentage points in the interest rate of these people. But doesn't increasing the interest further increases the risk of defaulting. Its like charging less from the rich and more from the poor for the same thing. How did it appear as sound investments to these financial institutions?
Even the government was happy. Why wouldn't it be. Who wouldn't want to be known as the man who was responsible for 'delivering' houses to the poor.
So who should be blamed for this act of charity? These institutions, who foolishly ran after increasing profits while ignoring the need to make a strong foundation to fall on? Maybe, the government, for overlooking the emerging crisis just to appease their vote bank. Their very own citizens are blaming them for the whole mess. They should have certainly put more regulations to avert such a situations.
Its time for governments to realize a robust economy cant be created by giving away "hollow dreams" at expense of others. Its about investing on people who can return it at a higher value.
This is the only way a country can prosper.
Still Mumbai...
It simply doesn't feel like I have been away from this place all these while.
After staying here for a day I realized more :
- The sea breeze from my balcony still feels nice.
- The music in "Not Just Jazz by the bay" is still great.
- Evening walks in Priyadarshini park are still exhilarating.
- The sunset at Marine Drive is still heat warming.
- The women are as pretty as ever.
- and the men...... ummmhhh........ never mind.. they are still busy killing each other.
Anyways lots of cheesy stuff has been written. But still if I ever meet the spirit of Mumbai I will definitely buy him a beer for doing such a magnificent job for the city.
Hornby's Humour
Recently I read two novels of Nick Hornby. Surprisingly, it turned out to be pretty nice change from the usual stuffs I read.
The first book, "High Fidelity" which I read is about a record store owner in his 30s recalling his five most memorable breakups. He eventually re-examines his failed relationships which leads him back to the last girl he broke up with. Next was "About a boy". The plot is about Will, a 36-year-old bachelor, and Marcus, an eccentric, introverted, bullied 12-year-old with a suicidal mother and how they meet each other and learn the lesson of life together.In the end Marcus evolves and becomes a “normal” kid, while Will becomes mature enough for his age.
The thing I liked about both his novels is that they are distinctly different from the usual stuffs I read which are like overtly gloomy with gloomy characters going on with their gloomy lives.Nick gives a humourous and a charmimg touch to the "not so perfect lives" of his characters. This makes the experience of reading his book quite cheerful. The humour of his makes sure that no matter how bad a phase the character is going through, in the end he will make it out of it.
Its a must read for people who believes no matter whatever problems we are going through there always be a space for a little humour in our lives.
Unusual Sundays...
Well, counting the list above the schedule still seems to be busy, but in a very relaxing way.
PS: Please add a bit of Sandman too in the above schedule. Its an amazing comic book series and I vouch for it.
An old dog in my alley says...
Stay away from obsession.It might end up taking your loved ones away..
lostPod
Anyways whats gone is gone. There will be many more I Pods coming my way later in life. Yet as of now I will miss the familiar voice of the gadget crooning away while I fight this wretched world.
Dark Knight Dilemma
Lets consider, the movie the writer saw was the recently released "Batman-The Dark Knight".First of all he should completely refrain from describing the 'cool', I mean the 'amusing' gadgets like the bike "bat pod" batman was riding or the secret 'high tech' hideout he had.It sounds a bit kiddish. I assume the writer might find the plot much better than the previous movie 'Batman Begins'.He could describe it a bit which somewhat goes like Batman and his confidants(Harvey Dent and Com. Gordon) are after the Gotham mob and meets his psychopathic, mass murdering, schizophrenic nemesis "Joker" for the first time .What ensues is a bitter battle between them where Bruce Wayne loses a number of friends and also an old lover. The movie revolves around Batman's struggle to stick to his moral code as he tries to stop Joker rampaging around the city he has vowed to protect. The plot has its share of twists and turns which adds to the to the movie's flavor.
Oh coming to the characters the writer can say how every actor perfectly fitted into their character. Heath Ledger as The Joker needs a special reference for his amazing performance. It surpasses way beyond the performance given by Jack Nicholson in the 1989 Batman movie. Even Christian Bale as the Batman gave a much better performance. The transition of Batman from a enraged young man looking for some answers to a 'feared' vigilante with immense power has been showed nicely in this movie.
No review can be completed without any appreciation of its technicalities. Obviously if our writer is such a big fan then he must add some facts that the film was shot in Chicago,London and Hong Kong,.For the first time four major action sequences were shot using Imax cameras and the movie was falsely titled "Rory's First Kiss " to lower the 'visibility' of production. The music has been composed by Hans Zimmer who is best known for winning an Oscar for The lion King.
Anyways I suppose thats quite a head start for our writer.But I believe he just might have already found a method of showing his appreciation for the movie and might just get away with it. Watch out for it...
An Evening with "Doubles,Triples and Quadruples"
The play included some hilarious sketches like the confusions of the newly wed couples,three gangsters hellbent to kill each other without knowing the reasons, a father pushing his son towards manhood and also some sweet and touchy ones like the last sketch involving two people finding love in old age.Even the monologues presented by the actors in between the sketches were pretty well done and didn't bore me for a single second.
In the end it was a great evening.. nice play.. lots of laughter.. nice company of friends..well it wasnt exactly great, it was an ideal Sunday evening.
Training..What Training??
No not exactly.
Agggghhh!!
nope not even that.one more try.
hmmm!!
oh forget it.Actually I really cant understand wat should I feel after two months of "a very productive"training getting over on Friday.Not that it was too bad.All I had to do was slog for tests,go through mindless slides,complete(try to complete) two case studies,stay back for entire nights,work on "Microsoft virtual PC",give more tests and... thats it.. Not too bad at all
Did it change me any way??
Ya it sure did.. I lost weight and now I am thinner than an African refugee.
Did it change the way i look at the world?
Very much. My vision is more blurry and I have to put an extra effort to see anything and everything.
Anyways enough of cribbing.. Thats what i have been doing for the last few posts.. Hope things will be sweeter and nicer after this...
rolling by...
It just seems yesterday wen i was dozing off in my induction program and now i am dozing off in my .NET training too. That too after going through three weeks of grueling foundation classes, two tests and 32 hours of online courses. But i ain't complaining . Instead i will admit, it was pretty fun too... meeting new people, some turned out to be pretty interesting.. getting to know the whole "Accenture Culture". Then just like that yesterday, the time for my first salary came .. and believe me that sight in the ATM felt pretty nice..
But life's not gonna slow down now. I still have to 'pioneer' the stricter training schedule and passing criteria to see more of Accenture and my bank balance. I believe next month might just pass by even faster. So its time for another month of plunging into the madness and make some sense out of it.
Anyways, before anyone suggests wat should i do first with my salary, let me inform i already had my fav cheese dosa... so buzz off....
yoohooo accenture!!!!!
salary every month that too not from dad, weekend parties ,no more timesjob.com, no more dud interviews, no more embarrassment when people ask what i do, no more sitting at home doing nothing, waking early mornings, hectic schedule, work till late night, no time to eat, office politics, unsatisfied bosses, jealous team mates, madness,.......
ummm... am i supposed to be excited abt getting a job??????????????
Ah forget it!!
let me say it once again "yoohooo accenture!!!!"
BOMbai
Finally, I would say that every dream is fulfilled in this magical city.All one has to do is choose the right one ....
Time to chill....
Its 10 degrees in Mumbai….. No, let me put it in a more appropriate manner: “IT’S BLOODY 10 DEGREES IN MUMBAI!!!!!!” Yup it is…News channel crews was reportedly seen around the city recording the coldest February ever...and I have never been happier (in my last six months of “jobless with a job” stay in Mumbai). For the reasons as follows:
- Those damn train journeys to NIIT will be a more comfortable.
- And a bit less smelly.
- Jogging will be more fun. Yes I do jog (Better believe it).
- At last can wear that sweat shirt from Kolkata.
- The vada pao tastes much more ‘yummier’ when one is not sweating.
- For a change News channels will report something more relevant than celebrity scandals.
And not to forget , it’s a very welcome change in my daily routine of waiting for call from that DAMN Caritor….
A very fishy new year........
Not surprisingly, any visit to a relative's place in the city ( Kolkata ) brings out my old nemesis right on my platter. Recently during my visit to Kolkata, my aunts decided to have dinner together on 31st Dec . Each of them were supposed to prepare a dish and bring it. I deduced, of all three aunts excluding the one at who's house I was staying, at least one will bring something not remotely resembling a fish. But that was not supposed to be. On the new years eve as the days of the year came to an end, so did my luck. What was for dinner is as follows: fish curry, spicy fish and roasted fish. Although considered gourmet dishes in Kolkata fit for the occasion, my dinner was more like a lost duel. I tried to refuse as much as possible without being impolite but aunts will be aunts. They were too busy discussing how skinny I am and how I should eat more protein,vitamins, etc(conveniently again fish) to even sympathize on my anguish.And thats how i ended my year.
As for the rest of the five days of my stay my disappointed aunts looked down upon me for being the "aajob chele"(weird boy) .While I dug out old friends staying in the city to go out for lunch to save myself from another piece of those slimy little creatures.